Is it really worth it?

I hope everyone has had a great February.. and life is good!! I haven't been doing so great at keeping up on my blog or learning new things on it. But I wanted to write a little note. I have been studying for school and trying to work 36 hours a week and take care of kids, seriously why did I decide to go back to school? I am that retarded!! I guess I see my friends that have gone to college and have a degree and they seem so proper and smart and understand how life is suppose to be! Why can't I be like that without college, why do I need to go? Is it really worth it? I love my family very much and want to do whatever I can for them but am I doing the right thing by leaving them almost everyday to go to school? I'm not even in the program, what happens when I'm in the program? I will never see them and then they will be hurt, I will probably miss out on Kindergarten things for koye.. Seriously I am contemplating on finishing this semester and not my nursing degree.. Should I?

Dr. Willey

I decided it was time for me to go see a doctor. I am doing great at my activity points, kicking my own butt pretty much and not seeing any results, I was getting very bitter. I work nights and weekends and it takes a toll on my lifestyle so there is this doctor here in Blackfoot, he specializes in helping people with this battle, I get to go to him today and see what is wrong with me. I did have some labs drawn and I have a mild case of hypothyroidism which I had no idea, except I was bored at work and decided that I wanted to have my thyroid checked, I'm glad I did because now I know that there is a little something contributing to my NO weight loss. I can't wait to tell you what he says, I have heard very good things about this Dr. I can't wait and who knows what you may have, if your frustrated to the point that it is taking a toll on your home life, like it was me, maybe going and talking to a nutritionist couldn't hurt right?!!!

Thank you thank you

On Sunday I was thinking about how horrible last week was. Then I started to think to myself, why is this week so bad, and why am I continuing to make it bad?! So finally on Friday I pretty much slapped myself in the face and decided to buck up, well that night at work was the worst night I have ever had at work, everybody was on edge and being really moody and grouchy, so then I went right back into my bad mood.. cried all night at work and came home and cried and went to bed for a while woke up and what do you know that day was worse. Cain was mad, my kids were super mad. But I told myself to relax and think about what is great in my life and reasons why I should be happy so, I left my house for work that night and I was ecstatic, I was working with awesome people that are hilarious and Cain was in a better mood and the kids were going to bed!! Finally Saturday night I kicked my bad attitude that I had been having all week because of the following reasons: 
1. I have the cutest kids ever even when they are super moody and don't listen
2. I have a great husband who works hard to support us 
3. I have a house over my head, even though I don't like where I live (but that will change someday!!
4. I have a vehicle to drive to work, so I don't have to freeze my buns off
5. I have my faith in the gospel
6. I HAVE THE BEST FAMILY AND FRIENDS ANYBODY COULD ASK FOR THAT HELPED ME THROUGH MY HORRIBLE WEEK. 
 I want to tell everyone who had to hear my complaining daily that I am sorry and thank you for your kind words and help. 

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Seriously... my New Years Resolution

I decided that I am going to make a New Years Resolution.. and this year I am going to try my hardest to stick with it!!! I am going to post something on this blog once a week, even if it is one word or one picture.. I look at all my awesome friends and they have the cutest blogs. So dang it, here I go.

The last month of 2009 I was working a ton, going to the gym like a mad woman and no changes were happening, I decided that I need to figure out why this is so here is an online journal of my weight loss and inch loss and of my life...Starting today!!! Wish me luck, I am going to work hard and not give up or stop doing it.. I need to finish something I decided and I'm going to start with something small like this!!!

Take care and I will talk to you soon... Here is to the New Year and its going to be the best yet!!! I can't wait!!!

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Quick Recap of the last like 2 months!!! Sorry

I wanted to do a quick recap of the past while.. so here it goes,
September 5th thru the 12th...
September 5th.. Lil cow-poke rodeo!! Koye was struggling and did not want to ride a sheep, so he didn't, I decided that next year I would keep him away for all the other kids until it is his turn so that he doesn't see them crying.. and practice practice practice even if I have to buy one stinkin sheep! But the day didn't end badly.. he got first place in the dummy ropin in his age bracket!! I was so proud of him, He roped 2 out 3... for 3 and half years old that is pretty dang good.
September 12th...Costume lead line, Koye was a young wizard, my dad was an old wizard, my mom was a princess and the horse was a dragon!! It was an awesome costume! Koye received 2nd place.. yahoo!! It was a good morning!! Later that night Cain and I went to the Demolition Derby with 6 other couples it was a blast!!.. The compact cars were the best by far!! I wish I was brave enough to do the womens division.. that would rock!!!

August 16th or around there, my family, my sisters family and my mom and dad took a trip to 3 states in one day.. can you believe that..Okay so it was only Wyoming, Idaho and Montana but still sounds cool right? We actually went to Island park and ate breakfast then went to West yellowstone and went to Old Faithful, I have not seen that forever!! We stopped and ate dinner on our way out of the park. So good, the food while your camping is so better then food from home don't you think? Then we stopped in Jackson for a bid just to walk around and take some pictures of the kiddos. It was such a great day and good family time. We are trying to make it a yearly trip..

Koye now will go on the bigger slide at the swimming pool, I'm so proud of him! He is growing up so fast and changes everyday. He was at my parents house the other day and roped 13 out of 15 times on the dummy! He is a good little roper and can't wait for he and my dad to go to actual ropins together one day, maybe even Koye and Payson will one day rope together!

Imree is growing up so fast, she eats wood and paper mainly!! We call her our little hoover! She can find paper or wood anywhere no matter how clean my house is. She is still just crawling but walking around everything. She is 10 months old today! Wow how time flies. She won't stop changing and is a beautiful little girl. I'm so blessed to have these two kids in my life!

Okay so enough of the recap, You will see from the slide show, what we mainly did this summer... Went swimming, ate some food, went swimming some more, went on some trips. It was a great summer.. now bring on Fall!!!

I have to warn you, this smilebox is kinda long!! Sorry!!!

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