I hope everyone has had a great February.. and life is good!! I haven't been doing so great at keeping up on my blog or learning new things on it. But I wanted to write a little note. I have been studying for school and trying to work 36 hours a week and take care of kids, seriously why did I decide to go back to school? I am that retarded!! I guess I see my friends that have gone to college and have a degree and they seem so proper and smart and understand how life is suppose to be! Why can't I be like that without college, why do I need to go? Is it really worth it? I love my family very much and want to do whatever I can for them but am I doing the right thing by leaving them almost everyday to go to school? I'm not even in the program, what happens when I'm in the program? I will never see them and then they will be hurt, I will probably miss out on Kindergarten things for koye.. Seriously I am contemplating on finishing this semester and not my nursing degree.. Should I?
I have been having the same exact struggle! Is this crap ever really going to pay off?!
ReplyDelete(May I comment?) I really respect your ambition and drive!! If you want to wait until your kids are in school so you don't miss their youngest years, and that is your biggest worry, more than grades or school, do it. And go back because darn it! You want to be a nurse. You have something to offer. Your career won't be "just in case." :)It is hard, I can sympathize. I just recently found out what I want to finish in-- so w my growing family, I'm simply on the "Ten Year" plan to get it done. I'm excited! (Thanks for letting me comment!)
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