More Ramblings!!!

I got home from work one morning about 6 and this is what the sky looked like!! It was prettier in town than from my house, but I didn't have my camera! But for you all you sleepy heads, this is for you. I love when the moon is huge and lights up the sky.

Right now its raining and its not the dark cloudy rain, its bright, sunny and warm. I love rain like this! Its so calming and peaceful and smells so good!! Some of my best times riding have been when its raining like this, I LOVE IT!!

I'm reading this little short book called, "I hope you know how much I love you!" and there was this quote in it that says, "If I were married to me would I be happy? Would I love being around me? Am I fun to be with?" Holy crap, um no, no and no!! Poor Cain!! I can only blame it on the weather and not riding and being stuck in the house so much right? I better change my attitude cause my kids are starting to act the same way!! NOT GOOD!! Difficult things happen to all of us, things are not always hunky-dory but I'm sure I could think of others that are enduring worse and have been happy through it all. I need to make a goal and be like that! My life is not bad at all, I have two wonderful kids that I love to death, a house over my head (I really really wish I could magically change the carpet and the counter tops, but someday!) I have a job and running car, my kids are healthy and for the most part we get along. If I can continue to live the way I'm suppose to hopefully my kids will catch on to that instead of my short comings! I decided that in the morning, if I remember and it may sound strange, but I am going to give myself a pep talk, reminding myself that it isn't as bad as I think it is and not to worry about it, or something to go with my feeling that day.

My friend Sammi sent me a quote a couple weeks ago and I love it, "Be the kind of woman that when your feet hit the floor each morning the devil says "Oh Crap, She's up!" I need to be stronger each day, not only for me but for my kids. Life sucks sometimes, but you deal with it and move on!! There is always something good in every day. I may get to talk to someone I don't get to talk to very often and that makes me day even my week sometimes, my kids laugh is contagious, how could they go a full day without laughing and if they do, I'm not being a very good mom. These are just a few things that even if I am having a bad day, there is always something good about.